all kind

yesterday is my hectic day,i couldnt go to college due to stock arriving and my office is under renovation. yesterday i really feel like i am a construction worker because i have been in the dusty place for the whole day. my whole body was cover by dusk and i sweat a lot too.. i am very tired because i only sleep for one hours place due to finish up my coursework to pass up on the next day. everything was so rush.. haiz, really damn tired i need to work and study i really dont have much time doing...

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which is better- to be tall or short?

I would say it is better to be tall, but not too tall. I am short, about 147cm. So I am quite comfortable in most things that I do. A short person has a number of problems when it comes to doing things. So does a tall person. The first thing i notice about a short person is that we has difficulty riding bicycle. Our leg are not really long enough especially when we has to stop. Otherwise,they will fall off. This is of course very inconvenient, but I supposethey have to live with it and adjust accordingly....

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why?

why people need to love? why god created use to love someone? why we need to have a heart to love someone? can we just forget the person that we love? can we? how to forget? someone please teach me how to forget someone that i shouldnt love... i already hurt so many people. i dont want hurt more person already especially the person i love have such a nice and good person taking care of her already. why? why? why i want to love someone that already had a partner? and making that person sad everyday....

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want to sleep 4ever

i am really tired being a person d.... everytime work and study only... once open eyes we need work and after work we need to rush to college to study. after class still need to drive back with our body aching. after reach home need to do some paper work sometimes need to rush coursework till midnight.. even sometimes we couldnt even sleep just to get the coursework done.. when can i have my rest time? when? i am so so so tired d... i really wish i can just close my eyes and couldnt wake up forever...

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sorry

i would like to say sorry to everyone that i hurt before especially my family member. due to my studies shedue i was too busy and tired until i very hard to concentrade in my work.. but i promise after my studies i will put my heart to bring up this business.. i wish all of u trust me that i am not playing outside.. i am really tired d.... the purpose of i moved out doesnt mean that i dont love u guys already.. i just want to have my own place to rest.. sorry mom and d...

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being a person

sometimes i really dont know why we become a human? it is so tired.. when we were young the time we need to care about elderly people feelings. but when we get older we need to care more and more people feelings.. especially sometimes when we talk we couldnt simply talk because we dont know when we will harm people feelings or relationship.. i would like to say sorry to the person i hurt before especially i nearly make someone break up that person.. i am really sorry.. i know no matter wat i say...

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Sins

Sometimes..people just make mistake.It is not done purposely. It just happens.Some called it bad habits.Some just called it pure sins.Sinner..is what I am.I made mistake that I saw it coming.Still I let it happen...Can I be cured?Even myself start to hate me.Missing..someone is not the excuseNeither loneliness too.I guess I have to live with it.And somehow grow out of it.At least the process is pretty much pleasurable.Seriously..I am Sinner...but who am I to judge..myself..I just have to live on...

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