all kind

yesterday is my hectic day,i couldnt go to college due to stock arriving and my office is under renovation. yesterday i really feel like i am a construction worker because i have been in the dusty place for the whole day. my whole body was cover by dusk and i sweat a lot too.. i am very tired because i only sleep for one hours place due to finish up my coursework to pass up on the next day. everything was so rush.. haiz, really damn tired i need to work and study i really dont have much time doing...

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which is better- to be tall or short?

I would say it is better to be tall, but not too tall. I am short, about 147cm. So I am quite comfortable in most things that I do. A short person has a number of problems when it comes to doing things. So does a tall person. The first thing i notice about a short person is that we has difficulty riding bicycle. Our leg are not really long enough especially when we has to stop. Otherwise,they will fall off. This is of course very inconvenient, but I supposethey have to live with it and adjust accordingly....

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why?

why people need to love? why god created use to love someone? why we need to have a heart to love someone? can we just forget the person that we love? can we? how to forget? someone please teach me how to forget someone that i shouldnt love... i already hurt so many people. i dont want hurt more person already especially the person i love have such a nice and good person taking care of her already. why? why? why i want to love someone that already had a partner? and making that person sad everyday....

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want to sleep 4ever

i am really tired being a person d.... everytime work and study only... once open eyes we need work and after work we need to rush to college to study. after class still need to drive back with our body aching. after reach home need to do some paper work sometimes need to rush coursework till midnight.. even sometimes we couldnt even sleep just to get the coursework done.. when can i have my rest time? when? i am so so so tired d... i really wish i can just close my eyes and couldnt wake up forever...

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sorry

i would like to say sorry to everyone that i hurt before especially my family member. due to my studies shedue i was too busy and tired until i very hard to concentrade in my work.. but i promise after my studies i will put my heart to bring up this business.. i wish all of u trust me that i am not playing outside.. i am really tired d.... the purpose of i moved out doesnt mean that i dont love u guys already.. i just want to have my own place to rest.. sorry mom and d...

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being a person

sometimes i really dont know why we become a human? it is so tired.. when we were young the time we need to care about elderly people feelings. but when we get older we need to care more and more people feelings.. especially sometimes when we talk we couldnt simply talk because we dont know when we will harm people feelings or relationship.. i would like to say sorry to the person i hurt before especially i nearly make someone break up that person.. i am really sorry.. i know no matter wat i say...

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Sins

Sometimes..people just make mistake.It is not done purposely. It just happens.Some called it bad habits.Some just called it pure sins.Sinner..is what I am.I made mistake that I saw it coming.Still I let it happen...Can I be cured?Even myself start to hate me.Missing..someone is not the excuseNeither loneliness too.I guess I have to live with it.And somehow grow out of it.At least the process is pretty much pleasurable.Seriously..I am Sinner...but who am I to judge..myself..I just have to live on...

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birthday party ?

On saturday I attended one of my college friend 21st years old birthday party...I don't really know him well but I had promise him to attend his birthday party...As usual.....we have to go for saturday boring class,after we finish our dinner and only two of us attend for the birthday party....At the birthday party, I realized I don't know anybody there =.='''I'm just like a stranger....The birthday boy was busy attending his friends including my friend also busy chatting with her old friends..........So..........I...

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DID YOU EVER.....

DID YOU .......ever love someone and know that they didn't care ?ever feel like crying but knowing it would get you no where ?ever look into someone's eyes and say a lil prayer ?ever look into someone's heart wishing you were there ?ever watch someone walk away, not wanting them to go ?ever whisper " I Love You Very Much " but neva dare to let him know ?ever blamed yourself ... maybe you are juz not good enuf ?ever cry at night in misery and almost go insane ?SOMEDAY.....everything will all make...

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Someone you used to know

Another blog that i would to share with everybody.......ehem, here goes again......It was helpless anywayThere's nothing much we could do or sayDarling don't you think it's a shame?that it had to end this waySo here's to say goodbye,our love is lost, and we cant figure whymaybe it really is about timethat we finally made up our mindsSo Darling, here's to youi hope that when you find someone newthat she would always be true to youto love and understand youSoon you'll build new memoriesthen slowly...

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my tiring day

ENERGY is going to empty.....I am very tired today...Yesterday I was clean up my house store room until 3 a.m. midnight and wake up in this morning at 10 a.m....It is really tired and I still have work at the shop....(my part-time) XDToday, I become an electrician because I need to change the entire spoiled bulb in the shop....Oh my God !!!I have changed 30++ bulb in the shop !!! Due to my poor spiritual, while I changing the bulb I was get electric shock...My finger was extremely PAIN !!Sigh....=.=...

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Come & Go

Life... consists of people come and go.Some are forgotten and some get unknown.Getting numb of the vicious gameSame story, same ending but different nameYet, someone you will meet sooner or laterSomeone who tells you "I beg to differ"Her answer to complexity is pure simplicityGetting involved with her life becomes your activity.Everyday, you wonder what's in her mindTill you screwed up your own bloody mindThe similarity of her story make you fearAnd the line she drew is pretty damn clearTiming now...

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Past = Present = Future

Past .. something of you I never able to erase, The fear is seems so fimiliar, The pain seems so friendly, The confusion seems once know me. Why I am here? again? Putting my heart into risk again.. Going against all the odds in world.. With the reason of love which looks one sided, With the reason of you being want to try, Try to open you broken door for me, My feelings towards you is like a storm, Somehow, when it reachs you.. It is just a gush of wind..which is warm. Present..everything you...

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stressful day

Today I'm really tired.What a stressful day i have !!! :-(I think I am going to get sick soon because I got into the rain for the pass few days.Sigh......T.TMy assignment have not done yet... I really tiring with all the coursework given by the college...I wish time can stop and just let me rest.... I need a loooooong REST...On the other hand, my workload keep increasing.... Plus with my assignment.....I really don't know which one should I choose to do first.I already headache for the past few...

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5/5/2010 - blogging day

Today is my first day open blogger account because I need to do my Information Technology mini project for our lecturer Mr. Willson Ching.Actually I don't know what to write inside this blog but for the sake of my 10 marks mini project what can I do??!! ………I have to do it even though I dislike. For my opinion, writing BLOG is just like writing your own privacy matters to the whole world... BLOG just like DIARY…But what can I do? I still have to complete this mini project for my IT...Let’s start...

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