Past = Present = Future

Past .. something of you I never able to erase,
The fear is seems so fimiliar,
The pain seems so friendly,
The confusion seems once know me.
Why I am here? again?
Putting my heart into risk again..
Going against all the odds in world..
With the reason of love which looks one sided,
With the reason of you being want to try,
Try to open you broken door for me,
My feelings towards you is like a storm,
Somehow, when it reachs you..
It is just a gush of wind..which is warm.

Present..everything you put in time trial,
With excuse that everything will clear at the end of time,
Whether you are mine or we move on with our life,
Somehow you don't understand,
Somehow you don't realise the depth,
Feels like I am drowning myself again,
This vicious cycle that seems never end.
But when I see your smile or your foolish act of mind,
I feel it is worth to stay awhile,
Maybe it is different for this time,
Maybe because she willing to try..

Future.. I dunno..I don't care..
I choosen this path..Good ending I will pray..
Hope I won't have to explain to my heart again..

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