all kind

yesterday is my hectic day,i couldnt go to college due to stock arriving and my office is under renovation. yesterday i really feel like i am a construction worker because i have been in the dusty place for the whole day. my whole body was cover by dusk and i sweat a lot too.. i am very tired because i only sleep for one hours place due to finish up my coursework to pass up on the next day. everything was so rush.. haiz, really damn tired i need to work and study i really dont have much time doing my work and my revision for the coming exam. sometimes i really wish people can pity me a little and dont keep scolding me, i really need a rest. i have lost my energy all. yesterday i also have lost one of my best best friends, i wish them happily ever after. thats all.. sickening of writing this blog actually because i already very busy and need to write this blog and getting the stupid flag. i am already 26 years old, i have no more time to waste but to earn money for my future partner to have a good living.. i dont wish my partner still need to take any public transport to work or anywhere when the are already old. when sometimes i take the public transport the time i saw lots of old people still need to rush to work and still need to taking public transport it really make me feel that i dont want to have this kind of living. i want to have a good living when i get 40years old. i wish i can do it.... all the best to everyone too..

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which is better- to be tall or short?

I would say it is better to be tall, but not too tall. I am short, about 147cm. So I am quite comfortable in most things that I do. A short person has a number of problems when it comes to doing things. So does a tall person. The first thing i notice about a short person is that we has difficulty riding bicycle. Our leg are not really long enough especially when we has to stop. Otherwise,they will fall off. This is of course very inconvenient, but I supposethey have to live with it and adjust accordingly. On the oher hand a person who is too tall may find that his knees get in the way when he rides a bicycle. So he has to adjust the seat as high as possible. Similar this problems accurs again for very short and very tall people when they sit down on chairs. A short person may find that his leg can hardly touch the ground while a tall person may find his leg very inconvenient especially if there is a desk in front of him. One of my classmate is more that 6 feets tall. His leg are so long that he has to sit sideways. He cannot get his leg under the desk. I'm sure he finds it very uncomfortable. When it comes to sports and games, a tall person definitely has a advantage over a short person. Physically a tall person is usually stronger thus he can run faster, jump further and higher, and generally performs better in most sports and games. A tall person will be much useful in a volleyball o a basketball game. A short person is handicapped in most games and he has to work very much harder to compensate for his lack of height. One other thing i notice about short people is that they usually have straight back perhaps this is due to their lack of height so they stand as straight as possible in order to look as tall as possible. Conversely, tall people tend to hunch. This is probaly because they frenquenly band their bodies to avoid knocking their head against doorways and other things. In give them a permanent hunch. Short people do not have problems buying clothes and shoes. Very tall people have big problems doing so. I know a very tall guy who wear size 14 shoes. He says it is impossible to get them locally. So he has to get them specially imported and that cause him sizable amount of money. Thus i have to say that it is this advantages to be short being too tall also inconveneint. The best is somewhere in between. I can play most games fairly well and do not have problems with shoes and clothes. Anyway who can really say which is better, being short or tall? We just have to leave as best as we can according to our physical height it is not something we can change. We made the best whatever we have.

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why?

why people need to love? why god created use to love someone? why we need to have a heart to love someone? can we just forget the person that we love? can we? how to forget? someone please teach me how to forget someone that i shouldnt love... i already hurt so many people. i dont want hurt more person already especially the person i love have such a nice and good person taking care of her already. why? why? why i want to love someone that already had a partner? and making that person sad everyday. i am sorry... please accept my appologize

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want to sleep 4ever

i am really tired being a person d.... everytime work and study only... once open eyes we need work and after work we need to rush to college to study. after class still need to drive back with our body aching. after reach home need to do some paper work sometimes need to rush coursework till midnight.. even sometimes we couldnt even sleep just to get the coursework done.. when can i have my rest time? when? i am so so so tired d... i really wish i can just close my eyes and couldnt wake up forever so i no need to care anything anymore...

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sorry

i would like to say sorry to everyone that i hurt before especially my family member. due to my studies shedue i was too busy and tired until i very hard to concentrade in my work.. but i promise after my studies i will put my heart to bring up this business.. i wish all of u trust me that i am not playing outside.. i am really tired d.... the purpose of i moved out doesnt mean that i dont love u guys already.. i just want to have my own place to rest.. sorry mom and dad.

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being a person

sometimes i really dont know why we become a human? it is so tired.. when we were young the time we need to care about elderly people feelings. but when we get older we need to care more and more people feelings.. especially sometimes when we talk we couldnt simply talk because we dont know when we will harm people feelings or relationship.. i would like to say sorry to the person i hurt before especially i nearly make someone break up that person.. i am really sorry.. i know no matter wat i say now is useless but now i would like to say is i will to wish two of u all the best and appreciate each other..

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Sins

Sometimes..people just make mistake.
It is not done purposely. It just happens.

Some called it bad habits.
Some just called it pure sins.

Sinner..is what I am.
I made mistake that I saw it coming.
Still I let it happen...
Can I be cured?
Even myself start to hate me.

Missing..someone is not the excuse
Neither loneliness too.

I guess I have to live with it.
And somehow grow out of it.
At least the process is pretty much pleasurable.

Seriously..I am Sinner...
but who am I to judge..myself..
I just have to live on bearing my mistakes
And make sure..I am worth someone to appreciate.

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