yesterday is my hectic day,i couldnt go to college due to stock arriving and my office is under renovation. yesterday i really feel like i am a construction worker because i have been in the dusty place for the whole day. my whole body was cover by dusk and i sweat a lot too.. i am very tired because i only sleep for one hours place due to finish up my coursework to pass up on the next day. everything was so rush.. haiz, really damn tired i need to work and study i really dont have much time doing my work and my revision for the coming exam. sometimes i really wish people can pity me a little and dont keep scolding me, i really need a rest. i have lost my energy all. yesterday i also have lost one of my best best friends, i wish them happily ever after. thats all.. sickening of writing this blog actually because i already very busy and need to write this blog and getting the stupid flag. i am already 26 years old, i have no more time to waste but to earn money for my future partner to have a good living.. i dont wish my partner still need to take any public transport to work or anywhere when the are already old. when sometimes i take the public transport the time i saw lots of old people still need to rush to work and still need to taking public transport it really make me feel that i dont want to have this kind of living. i want to have a good living when i get 40years old. i wish i can do it.... all the best to everyone too..
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Friday, July 2, 2010
which is better- to be tall or short?
I would say it is better to be tall, but not too tall. I am short, about 147cm. So I am quite comfortable in most things that I do. A short person has a number of problems when it comes to doing things. So does a tall person. The first thing i notice about a short person is that we has difficulty riding bicycle. Our leg are not really long enough especially when we has to stop. Otherwise,they will fall off. This is of course very inconvenient, but I supposethey have to live with it and adjust accordingly. On the oher hand a person who is too tall may find that his knees get in the way when he rides a bicycle. So he has to adjust the seat as high as possible. Similar this problems accurs again for very short and very tall people when they sit down on chairs. A short person may find that his leg can hardly touch the ground while a tall person may find his leg very inconvenient especially if there is a desk in front of him. One of my classmate is more that 6 feets tall. His leg are so long that he has to sit sideways. He cannot get his leg under the desk. I'm sure he finds it very uncomfortable. When it comes to sports and games, a tall person definitely has a advantage over a short person. Physically a tall person is usually stronger thus he can run faster, jump further and higher, and generally performs better in most sports and games. A tall person will be much useful in a volleyball o a basketball game. A short person is handicapped in most games and he has to work very much harder to compensate for his lack of height. One other thing i notice about short people is that they usually have straight back perhaps this is due to their lack of height so they stand as straight as possible in order to look as tall as possible. Conversely, tall people tend to hunch. This is probaly because they frenquenly band their bodies to avoid knocking their head against doorways and other things. In give them a permanent hunch. Short people do not have problems buying clothes and shoes. Very tall people have big problems doing so. I know a very tall guy who wear size 14 shoes. He says it is impossible to get them locally. So he has to get them specially imported and that cause him sizable amount of money. Thus i have to say that it is this advantages to be short being too tall also inconveneint. The best is somewhere in between. I can play most games fairly well and do not have problems with shoes and clothes. Anyway who can really say which is better, being short or tall? We just have to leave as best as we can according to our physical height it is not something we can change. We made the best whatever we have.
Thursday, July 1, 2010
why?
why people need to love? why god created use to love someone? why we need to have a heart to love someone? can we just forget the person that we love? can we? how to forget? someone please teach me how to forget someone that i shouldnt love... i already hurt so many people. i dont want hurt more person already especially the person i love have such a nice and good person taking care of her already. why? why? why i want to love someone that already had a partner? and making that person sad everyday. i am sorry... please accept my appologize
want to sleep 4ever
i am really tired being a person d.... everytime work and study only... once open eyes we need work and after work we need to rush to college to study. after class still need to drive back with our body aching. after reach home need to do some paper work sometimes need to rush coursework till midnight.. even sometimes we couldnt even sleep just to get the coursework done.. when can i have my rest time? when? i am so so so tired d... i really wish i can just close my eyes and couldnt wake up forever so i no need to care anything anymore...
sorry
i would like to say sorry to everyone that i hurt before especially my family member. due to my studies shedue i was too busy and tired until i very hard to concentrade in my work.. but i promise after my studies i will put my heart to bring up this business.. i wish all of u trust me that i am not playing outside.. i am really tired d.... the purpose of i moved out doesnt mean that i dont love u guys already.. i just want to have my own place to rest.. sorry mom and dad.
Friday, June 18, 2010
being a person
sometimes i really dont know why we become a human? it is so tired.. when we were young the time we need to care about elderly people feelings. but when we get older we need to care more and more people feelings.. especially sometimes when we talk we couldnt simply talk because we dont know when we will harm people feelings or relationship.. i would like to say sorry to the person i hurt before especially i nearly make someone break up that person.. i am really sorry.. i know no matter wat i say now is useless but now i would like to say is i will to wish two of u all the best and appreciate each other..
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Sins
Sometimes..people just make mistake.
It is not done purposely. It just happens.
Some called it bad habits.
Some just called it pure sins.
Sinner..is what I am.
I made mistake that I saw it coming.
Still I let it happen...
Can I be cured?
Even myself start to hate me.
Missing..someone is not the excuse
Neither loneliness too.
I guess I have to live with it.
And somehow grow out of it.
At least the process is pretty much pleasurable.
Seriously..I am Sinner...
but who am I to judge..myself..
I just have to live on bearing my mistakes
And make sure..I am worth someone to appreciate.
It is not done purposely. It just happens.
Some called it bad habits.
Some just called it pure sins.
Sinner..is what I am.
I made mistake that I saw it coming.
Still I let it happen...
Can I be cured?
Even myself start to hate me.
Missing..someone is not the excuse
Neither loneliness too.
I guess I have to live with it.
And somehow grow out of it.
At least the process is pretty much pleasurable.
Seriously..I am Sinner...
but who am I to judge..myself..
I just have to live on bearing my mistakes
And make sure..I am worth someone to appreciate.
Sunday, May 23, 2010
birthday party ?
On saturday I attended one of my college friend 21st years old birthday party...
I don't really know him well but I had promise him to attend his birthday party...
As usual.....we have to go for saturday boring class,
after we finish our dinner and only two of us attend for the birthday party....
At the birthday party, I realized I don't know anybody there =.='''
I'm just like a stranger....
The birthday boy was busy attending his friends including my friend also busy chatting with her old friends..........So..........I was abandoned........ T.T
It is really bored that go to a party without knowing anybody there..
I stay for almost 2 hours and only listen to other people conversation...
I felt that I'm just like an addle-head...
I don't really know him well but I had promise him to attend his birthday party...
As usual.....we have to go for saturday boring class,
after we finish our dinner and only two of us attend for the birthday party....
At the birthday party, I realized I don't know anybody there =.='''
I'm just like a stranger....
The birthday boy was busy attending his friends including my friend also busy chatting with her old friends..........So..........I was abandoned........ T.T
It is really bored that go to a party without knowing anybody there..
I stay for almost 2 hours and only listen to other people conversation...
I felt that I'm just like an addle-head...
Saturday, May 22, 2010
DID YOU EVER.....
DID YOU .......
ever love someone and know that they didn't care ?
ever feel like crying but knowing it would get you no where ?
ever look into someone's eyes and say a lil prayer ?
ever look into someone's heart wishing you were there ?
ever watch someone walk away, not wanting them to go ?
ever whisper " I Love You Very Much " but neva dare to let him know ?
ever blamed yourself ... maybe you are juz not good enuf ?
ever cry at night in misery and almost go insane ?
SOMEDAY.....
everything will all make perfect sense
So for now, laugh at the confusion, smile thru the tears
and keep reminding yourself that
everything happens for a reason .
I used to ask myself " Wat is blogging? Wat to write? " now i know y..... eiiii !!!.... where's my MILO ?!
ever love someone and know that they didn't care ?
ever feel like crying but knowing it would get you no where ?
ever look into someone's eyes and say a lil prayer ?
ever look into someone's heart wishing you were there ?
ever watch someone walk away, not wanting them to go ?
ever whisper " I Love You Very Much " but neva dare to let him know ?
ever blamed yourself ... maybe you are juz not good enuf ?
ever cry at night in misery and almost go insane ?
SOMEDAY.....
everything will all make perfect sense
So for now, laugh at the confusion, smile thru the tears
and keep reminding yourself that
everything happens for a reason .
I used to ask myself " Wat is blogging? Wat to write? " now i know y..... eiiii !!!.... where's my MILO ?!
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Someone you used to know
Another blog that i would to share with everybody.......ehem, here goes again......
It was helpless anyway
There's nothing much we could do or say
Darling don't you think it's a shame?
that it had to end this way
So here's to say goodbye,
our love is lost, and we cant figure why
maybe it really is about time
that we finally made up our minds
So Darling, here's to you
i hope that when you find someone new
that she would always be true to you
to love and understand you
Soon you'll build new memories
then slowly you'd forget about me
then i would slowly be
a distant memory
Soon i'll just be
that someone you used to know
But darling you will thank me
for letting you go
time is not for wasting
i hope you'll find your intended
But i'm sorry
that your intended isn't me
it's not an easy thing
to shake off our history
i know that's what you want from me
but they will always stay with me
i admit i made mistakes
but darling with you it's just the same
if we stay there will be more to make
i dont know how much more we can take
Darling, it would be unfair
to stay with something no longer there
but it doesn't mean i no longer care
but i'd feel like a burden you can't bear
I will be just a memories ..
Someone You used to know...
It was helpless anyway
There's nothing much we could do or say
Darling don't you think it's a shame?
that it had to end this way
So here's to say goodbye,
our love is lost, and we cant figure why
maybe it really is about time
that we finally made up our minds
So Darling, here's to you
i hope that when you find someone new
that she would always be true to you
to love and understand you
Soon you'll build new memories
then slowly you'd forget about me
then i would slowly be
a distant memory
Soon i'll just be
that someone you used to know
But darling you will thank me
for letting you go
time is not for wasting
i hope you'll find your intended
But i'm sorry
that your intended isn't me
it's not an easy thing
to shake off our history
i know that's what you want from me
but they will always stay with me
i admit i made mistakes
but darling with you it's just the same
if we stay there will be more to make
i dont know how much more we can take
Darling, it would be unfair
to stay with something no longer there
but it doesn't mean i no longer care
but i'd feel like a burden you can't bear
I will be just a memories ..
Someone You used to know...
Monday, May 17, 2010
my tiring day
ENERGY is going to empty.....
I am very tired today...
Yesterday I was clean up my house store room until 3 a.m. midnight and wake up in this morning at 10 a.m....
It is really tired and I still have work at the shop....(my part-time) XD
Today, I become an electrician because I need to change the entire spoiled bulb in the shop....
Oh my God !!!
I have changed 30++ bulb in the shop !!!
Due to my poor spiritual, while I changing the bulb I was get electric shock...
My finger was extremely PAIN !!
Sigh....=.= I still have to work....
End of the day, my body was extremely painful...
I really need a very relaxing MASSAGE...
I am very tired today...
Yesterday I was clean up my house store room until 3 a.m. midnight and wake up in this morning at 10 a.m....
It is really tired and I still have work at the shop....(my part-time) XD
Today, I become an electrician because I need to change the entire spoiled bulb in the shop....
Oh my God !!!
I have changed 30++ bulb in the shop !!!
Due to my poor spiritual, while I changing the bulb I was get electric shock...
My finger was extremely PAIN !!
Sigh....=.= I still have to work....
End of the day, my body was extremely painful...
I really need a very relaxing MASSAGE...
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Come & Go
Life... consists of people come and go.
Some are forgotten and some get unknown.
Getting numb of the vicious game
Same story, same ending but different name
Yet, someone you will meet sooner or later
Someone who tells you "I beg to differ"
Her answer to complexity is pure simplicity
Getting involved with her life becomes your activity.
Everyday, you wonder what's in her mind
Till you screwed up your own bloody mind
The similarity of her story make you fear
And the line she drew is pretty damn clear
Timing now seems so wrong
Even its right, I might been gone for long
Something about her that make me stay
Just want to make her smile and have a better day
Some are forgotten and some get unknown.
Getting numb of the vicious game
Same story, same ending but different name
Yet, someone you will meet sooner or later
Someone who tells you "I beg to differ"
Her answer to complexity is pure simplicity
Getting involved with her life becomes your activity.
Everyday, you wonder what's in her mind
Till you screwed up your own bloody mind
The similarity of her story make you fear
And the line she drew is pretty damn clear
Timing now seems so wrong
Even its right, I might been gone for long
Something about her that make me stay
Just want to make her smile and have a better day
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Past = Present = Future
Past .. something of you I never able to erase,
The fear is seems so fimiliar,
The pain seems so friendly,
The confusion seems once know me.
Why I am here? again?
Putting my heart into risk again..
Going against all the odds in world..
With the reason of love which looks one sided,
With the reason of you being want to try,
Try to open you broken door for me,
My feelings towards you is like a storm,
Somehow, when it reachs you..
It is just a gush of wind..which is warm.
Present..everything you put in time trial,
With excuse that everything will clear at the end of time,
Whether you are mine or we move on with our life,
Somehow you don't understand,
Somehow you don't realise the depth,
Feels like I am drowning myself again,
This vicious cycle that seems never end.
But when I see your smile or your foolish act of mind,
I feel it is worth to stay awhile,
Maybe it is different for this time,
Maybe because she willing to try..
Future.. I dunno..I don't care..
I choosen this path..Good ending I will pray..
Hope I won't have to explain to my heart again..
The fear is seems so fimiliar,
The pain seems so friendly,
The confusion seems once know me.
Why I am here? again?
Putting my heart into risk again..
Going against all the odds in world..
With the reason of love which looks one sided,
With the reason of you being want to try,
Try to open you broken door for me,
My feelings towards you is like a storm,
Somehow, when it reachs you..
It is just a gush of wind..which is warm.
Present..everything you put in time trial,
With excuse that everything will clear at the end of time,
Whether you are mine or we move on with our life,
Somehow you don't understand,
Somehow you don't realise the depth,
Feels like I am drowning myself again,
This vicious cycle that seems never end.
But when I see your smile or your foolish act of mind,
I feel it is worth to stay awhile,
Maybe it is different for this time,
Maybe because she willing to try..
Future.. I dunno..I don't care..
I choosen this path..Good ending I will pray..
Hope I won't have to explain to my heart again..
Monday, May 10, 2010
stressful day
Today I'm really tired.
What a stressful day i have !!! :-(
I think I am going to get sick soon because I got into the rain for the pass few days.
Sigh......T.T
My assignment have not done yet... I really tiring with all the coursework given by the college...
I wish time can stop and just let me rest.... I need a loooooong REST...
On the other hand, my workload keep increasing.... Plus with my assignment.....
I really don't know which one should I choose to do first.
I already headache for the past few days.. Sometimes, it is really can't stand the pain.... Medicine does not help me at all.....
HELP !!! >.<
What a stressful day i have !!! :-(
I think I am going to get sick soon because I got into the rain for the pass few days.
Sigh......T.T
My assignment have not done yet... I really tiring with all the coursework given by the college...
I wish time can stop and just let me rest.... I need a loooooong REST...
On the other hand, my workload keep increasing.... Plus with my assignment.....
I really don't know which one should I choose to do first.
I already headache for the past few days.. Sometimes, it is really can't stand the pain.... Medicine does not help me at all.....
HELP !!! >.<
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
5/5/2010 - blogging day
Today is my first day open blogger account because I need to do my Information Technology mini project for our lecturer Mr. Willson Ching.
Actually I don't know what to write inside this blog but for the sake of my 10 marks mini project what can I do??!! ………
I have to do it even though I dislike. For my opinion, writing BLOG is just like writing your own privacy matters to the whole world... BLOG just like DIARY…
But what can I do? I still have to complete this mini project for my IT...
Let’s start blogging…….
Oooo…..
Today is a raining day... sucks.... I hate RAINING..
Actually I don't know what to write inside this blog but for the sake of my 10 marks mini project what can I do??!! ………
I have to do it even though I dislike. For my opinion, writing BLOG is just like writing your own privacy matters to the whole world... BLOG just like DIARY…
But what can I do? I still have to complete this mini project for my IT...
Let’s start blogging…….
Oooo…..
Today is a raining day... sucks.... I hate RAINING..
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